When all else fails, music is always there. When lost, one can be found. Picked up from being down. When there is nothing left to be said or through confusion you have found an end; Pick one of these songs and play it again and again. Close your eyes, let go until tears are your only friend. Hang onto every word until you build the strength to find your own voice again. Are these the voices inside my head right now?  Maybe Yours?

On My Own

It says it all. You said it all.

Eponine
And now I’m all alone again nowhere to turn, no one to go to
without a home without a friend without a face to say hello to
And now the night is near
Now I can make believe he’s here

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I’m happy
With the company I’m keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head

On my own
Pretending he’s beside me
All alone
I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know it’s only in my mind
That I’m talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there’s a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river’s just a river
Without him
The world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I’m learning
All my life
I’ve only been pretending
Without me
His world would go on turning
A world that’s full of happiness
That I have never known

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own

It makes sense. I suppose, if fear of change is to great it must be easier to pretend nobody else knows.
There really is nothing more that needs to be said so I’ll just fill the rest of this page with the words from inside my head.

 

I Want You

I might as well be useless for all it means to you

 

Gloomy Sunday

Death is no dream For in death I’m caressin’ you

 

Are You Lonesome Tonight?

 

 

I Know It’s over

Love is Natural & Real; But not for such as You & I, My Love.

 

 

Lost Cause

Your sorry eyes; they cut through bone
They make it hard to leave you alone
Leave you here wearing your wounds
Waving your guns at somebody new

Baby you’re lost
Baby you’re lost
Baby you’re a lost cause

There’s too many people you used to know
They see you coming they see you go
They know your secrets and you know theirs
This town is crazy; nobody cares

Baby you’re lost
Baby you’re lost
Baby you’re a lost cause

I’m tired of fighting
I’m tired of fighting
Fighting for a lost cause

There’s a place where you are going
You ain’t never been before
No one left to watch your back now
No one standing at your door
That’s what you thought love was for

Baby you’re lost
Baby you’re lost
Baby you’re a lost cause

I’m tired of fighting
I’m tired of fighting
Fighting for a lost cause

The Last Goodbye

Why can’t we overcome this wall?
Well, Maybe it’s just because I didn’t know you at all.

 

 

I Don’t Care Anymore

And as for me I can sit here and bide my time
I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind.

 

 

Forget Her

Don’t Fool Yourself…

 

 

The tears stream down my face
That old, familiar taste.
But this is a pain ive felt before
And I recognize not to fall for more

 

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